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correspondance 2019 (murwald)
Dim 10 Mar 2019 - 16:06
Code par Cookie
Bona Lighthouse
Wednesday, February 20th 2019
Wednesday, February 20th 2019
Hi Oz,
Just sending this letter to see if the postal service works this time. So if you get this, please respond. I wouldn't want to wait six more years before hearing from you again.
I have some things to say to you. You know I'm not really good at talking so it's easier to put that in writing. It might be long, so bear with me.
I'm sorry about the way I acted on Saturday, I was so confused. I've spent more than six years being angry at you for leaving, I couln't just forget everything and go back to the way it was before. I don't think I can ever do that. I needed to blame someone and you were there. I know you're not the guilty one, that it's probably my father, so I apologize for yelling so much.
You don't know how many times I wished I hadn't left for the holidays, that summer, or took you with me. Maybe that way you would never have doubted yourself and what happened between us. I wasn't ashamed, I loved it and it made me love you even more. Maybe I didn't show it enough, even though I was literally begging for it. I realize that we had the same insecurities about each other. Do we still have them ?
I'm also sorry I didn't see you when you came to the hospital. I used to be able to find you anywhere. I don't really know when you found me, but around this time I was a mess too - I had just found out about my father and the fire. So I put everything into my work, I shut down to everyone including my family. Maybe if you went to talk to me that day it would have been way worse. But at least we would have realized that it was just a misunderstanding two years ago.
You know, sometimes I thought you were dead. That you had an accident and nobody told me. And that made me really sad. So I'm glad you're alive.
You didn't talk much about America, I hope you had a good time there, at least. I would like it if we could just sit down and drink tea and talk about everything that's been going on in our lives. Mine isn't that crazy, though the last couple of months have been kind of intense.
I miss you. I miss us, all those years of friendship. I really hope we can try to salvage that.
I don't know what kind of ending words I can put here, so I'll just end it like that.Smurf
PS : as soon as I can apparate, I will try and find that letter, if it still exists. And I will respond, I promise.
@oswald burgess
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Re: correspondance 2019 (murwald)
Mar 12 Mar 2019 - 19:41
Code par Cookie
Wednesday, February 20th 2019
Hey Smurf,
I guess the postal service is more efficient nowadays, just as your punchlines got sharper over the years... Ouch ! Your letter has arrived, so this is my answer.
We both know it's easier for you to write, but I'm not a good writer... Hope you won't mind my letter being shorter than yours.
Saturday was a hell of a day, but I'm just glad we talked and decided to get back in each other's life. I already forgot you yelled at me. I too realize we had the same insecurities. I hope we can get past them now. I want to.
I'm sorry I was a coward two years ago. I should have been there for you sooner. I'm here now. I won't leave.
I would love to talk about our lives sometimes, anywhere and anytime you want. I'll tell you whatever you wanna know about America. I missed our friendship all these years too. I'm fucking grateful we have another opportunity.
As soon as you can apparate, please come see me. The present matters so much more than the past.
All this just sounds so cheesy so I'll be a macho man and stop here. Next letter I'm just talking about beers and Quidditch, fyi.Oz
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Re: correspondance 2019 (murwald)
Mer 13 Mar 2019 - 9:09
Code par Cookie
Bona Lighthouse
Wednesday, February 20th 2019
Wednesday, February 20th 2019
Dear cheesy Oz,
I'm glad to see Lynn's owl still knows how to deliver mail. My punchlines may have gotten sharper, but your response time decreased significantly, for someone who doesn't like writing.
I want us to be friends again. Your spot hadn't been filled, though some people tried to take it, but it wasn't the same. But maybe that's too cheesy for a macho man like yourself ?
I'm really excited to be able to apparate again, because that means I can go back to work. I'm taking care of Evie's bookshop for the meantime, but that's not the same. I have an appointment in two weeks, I really hope this is the one when I get cleared for everything ! I already know that the second I can apparate, I will not stop for at least an hour ! And I'll come see you. There are other ways I can travel you know, I can walk for example. Or you can come to the bookshop, if the thought of being surrounded by books doesn't terrify you. But if you want me to wait then I'll wait.
I fear your next letter should be addressed to Riley, he will be a better recipient then. I don't know if he's gonna be pleased to hear from you, however. I still have your jersey, by the way. I'll give it back to you next time we see each other.
I hope that happens soon.Cheesy Murph
@oswald burgess
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